Yep, I'm gonna whore out my poetry here. Deal with it. It's kind of depressing but w/e.

Down
Further and further I sink into this pit
Leaving the light behind
Watching the earth slip past me
I feel the temperature drop
The air has changed
It’s acrid, nauseating
But I must become accustomed
This is my home now
The shadows are my family
Hope is nothing but a fairytale
Joy is naught but a fools dream
I know the truth
What you know doesn’t exist
All that’s true is this void



Freedom
You glance at the scars on my wrists
I pull on my sleeves to hide my sins
The look of disgust crosses your face
I’ve become familiar with that expression
Now you will leave me too
Like all the others did
Become indifferent, uncaring
Leaving me alone with this blade
I don’t feel the hurt of your abandonment
I don’t feel the sting of your insults
All I feel is this blade
Slicing, freeing me from your hate


Collapse
You watch as I collapse
Laughing at my dilemma
You know my pain
But do not help
I besiege death to take me
To end this torment
He grants my wish
And lets me out
Out of all the shadow and fear
Away from you all
My breathing slows
It is almost over
My blood has been spilt
It flows on your hands
I leave this world
No different than it was

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My breathing heavy, my pulse erratic
I stare down at your sleeping form
The room is peaceful but
My thought rage and swirl inside me
I’ve been planning this moment for months
Plotting my revenge on your hateful spirit
My dagger glints in the moonlight
My palm itches to feel your blood
My eyes beg to watch your last breath
I hope you lived a full life
Because now it’s over



So that's all for now kiddies. Maybe some more later....